Walk on water or drown.

Htting the replay button on-
Happy by Leona Lewis

HOLA! I'm finally back after two months of abscence- it's been a long time, hasn't it?
Upon logging in to my blog, i had trouble remembering my password. Then, i decided to click on the "Forgot your password?" link to retrieve it.
Yeah, it's been two long months :)

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Since 19th of november, SPM has been sucking every single living part in me and now, it has officially ended! :) Before SPM started, i was really nervous because i've not been getting the grades that i was hoping for for the past two years. Furthermore, to be surrounded by all these smart people, it got even more terrifying!

The whole process has been rather interesting, though. Some papers ended up a lilttle easier than we expected them to be and there were also a few that was just.. very tough. SPM is definitely not easy- you really have to be fully prepared for it in order to achieve the best.

So, to my dear 16-year-olds, you gotta really start studying at the beginning of next year because form five just passes by so quickly as you're having so much fun (i get it, it's your last year of high school). By the time you realize it, you're probably like, two months away from the examination. And it doesn't help at all when you've got TWO years much of syllabus to cram into your brain.
Take the advice of the seniors because we've gone through the exact same process as you guys. And i really regretted for not studying consistently over the past two years.
And form four is never a honeymoon year!

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9th of december was the day XinHui- the tall and lanky one, turned seventeen :)
Spent the day watching New Moon (more like looking at Taylor Lautner and his six-packs) and had a wonderful dinner at Italiannes.
All of us hope you love the gifts we got for you! ♥

> Selected pictures are under the "Highlight of the month" column at the sidebar.
> Check out my brand new column- "Wish List" :) I'm still compiling it, though.

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Faith, is taking the first step even when you don't see the whole staircase.

Trouble is a friend.

Currently listening to-
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun by Greg Laswell

Helloo- i'm making a rare appearance on my very own blog :)

So, trials are officially over and that only means one thing- we're a step closer to SPM. With everything on schedule, we're about 47 days away from The Examination- i'm NERVOUS, can you tell?

HMM, my results for trials have improved overall, but i'm still not satisfied because i know i can do better than that :\ I know how crucial the next two months will be for me, and no way i'm gonna jeopardize my own future! But once in a while, it's great to have your amazing family and friends to give you the much needed PUSH and SUPPORT during the tough times ♥

Besides that, things are getting unbelieveably competitve in school- but right now, what matters to me is MY OWN RESULTS. I know i'm improving, and i'm really gonna work my butt off to achieve what i want. Here's an advice to those who haven't been feeling really positive about their own results (THAT'S ME)- stop comparing your results with your friends and start studying instead when you still have the time.

GOOD LUCK, FELLOW 17-YEAR-OLDS :)

Even when you're bruised,
may your soul stay unbroken.

Two way monologue.

Hitting the rewind button with-
Bruises by Chairlift

HOLAAA!

So, exams are (almost) over, plus we're getting a one week break too :)
And those above are great news, considering the amount of time i've spent studying in the past few weeks have been unbelievable. During the weekdays, i could only afford to sleep for a maximum of only FOUR hours; there were times when my eyelids could no longer hold itself up- but i had stay up a little longer than the rest, because i'm not as bright as they are. Let's just say- exams have taken its toll on us. Sometimes, i really wish i could skip this phase of my life.

Uhh, i'm clearly not in the mood for blogging. Catch up with you guys soon, take care.

There is a big difference in what we long for, what we settle for, and what we are meant for.

Forever, and almost always.

Kickin' in with-
Fireflies by Owl City

Hola :)
It's great to have the family all back together ♥

You know, it's depressing whenever i log into my blog: months-old posts are still occupying the front page of my blog, and there's also been a significant decrease in the number of visitors per day/week- i would eventually click on the 'X' button by the top-right corner of my computer screen. Just somehow, i no longer have the capability to keep up with my own self.
Everything in my life is turning upside down- there's no longer bond and trust in between us; trying to start up a conversation would just make things even more awkward than they are right now. Let's put it this way- you no longer have any significance in my life. I'm tired of how hard you try to impress your peers, and also the way you treat them- i don't wanna be anything like you. I know i'm not the best person to tell that to you as i had a horrible attitude last year, but at least i'm making a positive change out of it. I actually feel comfortable with the new great friends i'm making in the later part of my high school life. Congratulations, maybe you're finally accomplishing your mission of becoming ME. 
Thanks for your support, you know who you are ♥

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My interview for a position as a volunteer in Malaysian Open went pretty well :) But i don't think my interviewer really appreciated my honest opinions about the tennis tournament! Before reaching Putra Stadium, mum completely lost her way for half an hour and was about to drive all of us (that includes me, my sister, SukMunn and Matthew) all the way to the south before finally managed to navigate our way into the sports complex. What made things ever worse was that we were completely late for our inverview. And it almost felt like we were on The Amazing Race- losing our way on the highway, trying to get to the pit stop and not being the last team to check-in. You know where i'm heading.. :)

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Happy 17th birthday, Sasvin!

Thanks for the amazing friendship which have lasted for 5 strong years and hopefully, a lot more to come :) This guy is definitely one of the most genuine, charming, smart and funny guys i've ever known. Whenever i've a problem, he's always there to cheer me up and give me a few words of advice. And he has this incredible sense of humour, so i'm not surprised he understands my pathetic jokes :) It's wonderful to be able to see each other turn into what we are right at this moment- and although he lost WAY too many pounds and turn into such a good looking guy along the way, he certainly remained true to himself- a great friend.

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I don't think i'll be updating my blog anytime soon as my trials are just a week away. I really wanna do well for it- and i believe, so do you guys :) But i'll be updating once in a while and feel free to check on me at- http://www.twitter.com/PLHee

And guys, you really have to check out The Hangover because in my opinion, the movie is definitely one of the best comedies in years!

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This is our time.