Trouble is a friend.

Currently listening to-
Girls Just Wanna Have Fun by Greg Laswell

Helloo- i'm making a rare appearance on my very own blog :)

So, trials are officially over and that only means one thing- we're a step closer to SPM. With everything on schedule, we're about 47 days away from The Examination- i'm NERVOUS, can you tell?

HMM, my results for trials have improved overall, but i'm still not satisfied because i know i can do better than that :\ I know how crucial the next two months will be for me, and no way i'm gonna jeopardize my own future! But once in a while, it's great to have your amazing family and friends to give you the much needed PUSH and SUPPORT during the tough times ♥

Besides that, things are getting unbelieveably competitve in school- but right now, what matters to me is MY OWN RESULTS. I know i'm improving, and i'm really gonna work my butt off to achieve what i want. Here's an advice to those who haven't been feeling really positive about their own results (THAT'S ME)- stop comparing your results with your friends and start studying instead when you still have the time.

GOOD LUCK, FELLOW 17-YEAR-OLDS :)

Even when you're bruised,
may your soul stay unbroken.

Two way monologue.

Hitting the rewind button with-
Bruises by Chairlift

HOLAAA!

So, exams are (almost) over, plus we're getting a one week break too :)
And those above are great news, considering the amount of time i've spent studying in the past few weeks have been unbelievable. During the weekdays, i could only afford to sleep for a maximum of only FOUR hours; there were times when my eyelids could no longer hold itself up- but i had stay up a little longer than the rest, because i'm not as bright as they are. Let's just say- exams have taken its toll on us. Sometimes, i really wish i could skip this phase of my life.

Uhh, i'm clearly not in the mood for blogging. Catch up with you guys soon, take care.

There is a big difference in what we long for, what we settle for, and what we are meant for.

Forever, and almost always.

Kickin' in with-
Fireflies by Owl City

Hola :)
It's great to have the family all back together ♥

You know, it's depressing whenever i log into my blog: months-old posts are still occupying the front page of my blog, and there's also been a significant decrease in the number of visitors per day/week- i would eventually click on the 'X' button by the top-right corner of my computer screen. Just somehow, i no longer have the capability to keep up with my own self.
Everything in my life is turning upside down- there's no longer bond and trust in between us; trying to start up a conversation would just make things even more awkward than they are right now. Let's put it this way- you no longer have any significance in my life. I'm tired of how hard you try to impress your peers, and also the way you treat them- i don't wanna be anything like you. I know i'm not the best person to tell that to you as i had a horrible attitude last year, but at least i'm making a positive change out of it. I actually feel comfortable with the new great friends i'm making in the later part of my high school life. Congratulations, maybe you're finally accomplishing your mission of becoming ME. 
Thanks for your support, you know who you are ♥

* * *
My interview for a position as a volunteer in Malaysian Open went pretty well :) But i don't think my interviewer really appreciated my honest opinions about the tennis tournament! Before reaching Putra Stadium, mum completely lost her way for half an hour and was about to drive all of us (that includes me, my sister, SukMunn and Matthew) all the way to the south before finally managed to navigate our way into the sports complex. What made things ever worse was that we were completely late for our inverview. And it almost felt like we were on The Amazing Race- losing our way on the highway, trying to get to the pit stop and not being the last team to check-in. You know where i'm heading.. :)

* * *


Happy 17th birthday, Sasvin!

Thanks for the amazing friendship which have lasted for 5 strong years and hopefully, a lot more to come :) This guy is definitely one of the most genuine, charming, smart and funny guys i've ever known. Whenever i've a problem, he's always there to cheer me up and give me a few words of advice. And he has this incredible sense of humour, so i'm not surprised he understands my pathetic jokes :) It's wonderful to be able to see each other turn into what we are right at this moment- and although he lost WAY too many pounds and turn into such a good looking guy along the way, he certainly remained true to himself- a great friend.

* * *
I don't think i'll be updating my blog anytime soon as my trials are just a week away. I really wanna do well for it- and i believe, so do you guys :) But i'll be updating once in a while and feel free to check on me at- http://www.twitter.com/PLHee

And guys, you really have to check out The Hangover because in my opinion, the movie is definitely one of the best comedies in years!

* * *

This is our time.

The heart never lies.

Kickin' in with-
Candy by Paolo Nutini ♥

Outing cancelled.
Visited grandma.
Baked cupcakes :)
Managed to cramp in some History :)
Will not be attending PROM :(
Overall, boring weekend- as usual.

I thought, "Ohh, the workouts and eating habits are proving effective." Weight reduced to 4xkg.
But somehow, there's always gonna be someone waiting for the wonderful opportunity to knock me down- "Woah, you look much fuller now!"
At that moment, i felt like jumping down into an ocean and drown to death (i can't swim).

Sis comes back from Europe tmrw, followed by mummy's arrival on tuesday!- praying hard for more H&M clothes and shoes :)
*let the stalking begin!*
Twitter is so much more fun, really :) 

* * *


We cannot do great things on this Earth;
only small things with great love.